A Host of Furious Abandon
like hot coals
heavy behind my eyes
gathering in my throat
spewing out foam and fire
while a deep chill
sets its claws swiftly into my bones
starting off small screams
from long inside my soul
as something ever so small dies.
you watch it twist and writhe,
i give birth to a shapeless thing
that squirms in the halls of your mind.
it crawls, reaches an un-hand to the light.
the world grows fuzzy-
you watch me slowly die,
i collapse into the arms of the earth
unmarked, unnamed, unknown…