Illness
the desperation of aching skin
stiff joints, slow roast in the eye sockets,
ears, throat, one flu over
the cuckoo’s nest
chills and heat
chills and heat
goosebumps on my goosebumps
sleep, sleep, sleep
the desperation of aching skin
stiff joints, slow roast in the eye sockets,
ears, throat, one flu over
the cuckoo’s nest
chills and heat
chills and heat
goosebumps on my goosebumps
sleep, sleep, sleep
i cannot tame the tumultuous masses
that tremble within her gasping cough
nor can i tear the pale, yellowed skin
from confining the misery of her contorted face
as the chills bring her closer
to their distant reality
something not here
something not yet away
i feel the hot sting of tears
draping my mind as ever
she cannot go
she cannot die
she will not